Its funny how I often feel the pressure of my existence, how i
get suffocated by my own world. And its indeed true that you
cant see the heart of a person just by looking at him, cause
its weird how we get fooled easily by our naked eyes. And
there will be times that we keep questioning ourselves from doing things.
Someone once told me that...
..to forget is just to escape
and
protect oneself from the pain..
How I wish I could just forget those things that hurt me,
just let them pop out and vanish without a trace...
How I wish I could forget the pain...
...the sorrow
and grief.
If you'll look at me, what will you see? If you see me laughing,
would you reckon I'm happy? that I'm living a happy life? With bits
of troubles but can still manage to move forward?
...look into my heart...
and you'll see
you'll see how broken my whole being is... behind that sunny smile...
isn't tears... cause it doesn't come to me anymore... rather, its the feeling
of complete emptiness... To exist without anything to live for is just the same
as being dead.
So look at me again, maybe this time
you'll see who I really am...
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